the-hopeless-dreamer

for me, this started as a place that was really happy and enjoyable. I felt free to post my art and to read commentary, and I felt good about it, but now... god... Now, it holds very little besides bad memories, broken promises and lost opportunities. I will probably delete my account very soon, or I might just leave it up and not use it any more. I'm tired of the drama and I'm tired of feeling trapped. bottom line: good bye dA and goodbye my lovely followers. You guys were so good to me. it hurts me that I feel I have to do this but enough is enough. for the final time, signing out, Love and llamas, ~The-Hopeless-Dreamer :Iconbigheartpl

to my follower(s) there has been a lot of BS going on lately, and my family has to come before deviantart, and everything else, so I won't be posting and journals or anything for at least a week, maybe more if what's happening now doesn't go well. just rest ssured that even though I'm not here, I haven't dropped off the face of the earth, and am still alive. later guys, love and llamas ~bigheartplz (https://www.deviantart.com/bigheartplz):llama:

You know that feeling where you think everything is awesome and then everything sucks and then everything is awesome and then everything sucks again and then it's awesome and then it sucks again and THEN it's awesome? Yeah, that's me right now. so, in short, it was a very full day. Yes, DAY. not week, not month, DAY. first day of not being sick in over a week, which is nice, and the weather is gorgeous, lotsa flowers :flowers: nice weather, and then came school. the only good thing of school was that we began to learn a song from Glee http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ffuCVLECpY and it sounds good-ish, even though our class has on